a compact life

I've been dealing with a lot of mental fuzz lately. nothing really major, just enough to make me crazy and disoriented. i've been trying to get a handle on what my life, my adult life, should look like.

so far i've never been my own master. i've always been answerable to someone, somehow.

but more and more i'm dying to be my own man.

i realise that there are things that need to get done, but i feel like i have my priorites out of line.

so i'm constantly trying to make up some logical framework for living.

there obviously work...that could mean many things, but in general its the thing that pays the current bills.

there is future-work...the thing that you intend to support you in the future. that could be building a business, investing, anything like that.

there are social things...friends, movies, parks, girlfriends.

there are fun things...projects that aren't necceary, but make me feel good, or that im interested in. (like the pyro system that i saw on youtube..)

then there are the tasks...random things that need doing. replacing water heaters, buying food, clothes...fixing things.


those are all i've got right now...but that is start i think.

well...more later.